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Nov. 18th, 2006 | 08:52 pm
yeah?
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Sep. 8th, 2006 | 03:21 pm
mood: 
cheerful
Its my birthday
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Aug. 25th, 2006 | 11:15 pm
Day 1
1. Ceramics - 134
2. Advisory - 313
3. US History - 325
4. Ditigal Photo - 142
5. Geometry - 117
Day 2
1. Biology - 233
2. Advisory - 313
3. Spanish 2 - 205
4. American Lit - 304
5. Gemotry - 117
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Aug. 23rd, 2006 | 09:13 pm
location: Smooth Criminal - AAF
mood: 
giddy
I GOT A JOB
and a baby flashed me today
and a baby flashed me today
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Aug. 18th, 2006 | 10:04 pm
mood: 
bouncy
music: Here I Go Again - White Snake
[1] Who are you?:
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?(You dont have to answer these):
[11] Would you kiss me?(You dont have to answer these):
[12] Would you fuck me?(You dont have to answer these):
[13] Are we close?:
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[18] Am I loveable?:
[19] How long have you known me?:
[20] Describe me in one word.:
[21] What was your first impression?:
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[23] What do you think my weakness is?:
[24] Do you think I'll get married?:
[25] What about me makes you happy?:
[26] What about me makes you sad?:
[27] What reminds you of me?:
[28] What's something you would change about me?:
[29] How well do you know me?:
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:
[33] Do you think I'm badass and i get nice?:
cool
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?(You dont have to answer these):
[11] Would you kiss me?(You dont have to answer these):
[12] Would you fuck me?(You dont have to answer these):
[13] Are we close?:
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[18] Am I loveable?:
[19] How long have you known me?:
[20] Describe me in one word.:
[21] What was your first impression?:
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[23] What do you think my weakness is?:
[24] Do you think I'll get married?:
[25] What about me makes you happy?:
[26] What about me makes you sad?:
[27] What reminds you of me?:
[28] What's something you would change about me?:
[29] How well do you know me?:
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:
[33] Do you think I'm badass and i get nice?:
cool
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Jul. 27th, 2006 | 11:45 pm
mood: touched
music: THE SHINS
So I've done nothing all week... i haven't slept at all...but I feel great..
I've been watching marathons of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air every night..
Hahaha I love that show...
Yesterday I went to my brothers baseball game...
they got kiiiilled...
shutout by a 9 yr. old..
thats sad...
i had a good time though...
ate some chicken nuggets, drank some poland spring
so yeah i'm bored..
watching The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air...
i'm gunna go try and sleep..
I've been watching marathons of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air every night..
Hahaha I love that show...
Yesterday I went to my brothers baseball game...
they got kiiiilled...
shutout by a 9 yr. old..
thats sad...
i had a good time though...
ate some chicken nuggets, drank some poland spring
so yeah i'm bored..
watching The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air...
i'm gunna go try and sleep..
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Jul. 20th, 2006 | 11:05 pm
mood: 
gloomy
music: Before I Forget - Slipknot
I hate my parents...
they make me do every little thing they don't, or my brother doesn't want to do..
i can't even talk anymore..how sad is that...
worst of all my best friend wont talk to me/is ignoring me..
on another note...i am obsesed with the movie antz...its inspiring...
did i spell obese or obsesssedfdlsdf? i cant tell..
b. camp is coming soon...
why hell do i post in this thing..
nobody reads this...
they make me do every little thing they don't, or my brother doesn't want to do..
i can't even talk anymore..how sad is that...
worst of all my best friend wont talk to me/is ignoring me..
on another note...i am obsesed with the movie antz...its inspiring...
did i spell obese or obsesssedfdlsdf? i cant tell..
b. camp is coming soon...
why hell do i post in this thing..
nobody reads this...
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Jul. 14th, 2006 | 10:46 pm
mood: pleased
music: THE SHINS
so yeah its been good..
i applied for a job at Bay Leaves this afternoon...
imagine me working...eh im getting paid..
they also said that since i was the hottest kid they've
ever seen..they're gunna start me out at 20$ an hour..
I kno..jealousy runs through you..but don;t worry..
i'll buy you a hamster to calm you down..
so i've spent tonight looking at old pictures of friends from 6th, 7th, 8th, & 9th grade...and everywhere in between..reliving old memories and hoping for new ones..
on a random note..Dasiani and P. Springs have awsome water...
So i'm hoping soon that my friend Chinwendu Fananya from Nigera is gunna hook me up wit dat Monkey he promised me..bastard...
Wow i'm tired...
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Jul. 9th, 2006 | 04:40 pm
mood: 
sick
music: Before I Forget - Slipknot
So the past days have been nice.. I've been taking advantage of the somewhat nice weather and
have gone on my boat friday, staurday, & today. summer school's almost out.. last week this up
coming week,,i have to wake up at 800 instead now..because i guess so i don't have to go friday..
which is good..well i just got home.. i'm tired and a little ocean sick cuz it was brutal today.. but
otherwise todays been good..tomorrow i just don't want to wake up though..i wanna just sleep
through the day...so next weekend i don't know whats up..
wow i'm pretty bored..
i want a hamster
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Jul. 3rd, 2006 | 01:30 pm
mood: 
calm
music: birds
Whoo-hooo
so yeah i'm pretty excited and i don;t kno why
yesterday was pretty cool though..
woke up around...730 and got dressed then went down to
feurer park and played baseball with rob and brad for a while..
then i went to my cousins grad. party which was pretty cool
cuz i saw my cousins who i haven't seen since christmas because they
one is living in New Hampshire and another is living in michagane for
some engineerr thing..
i managed to snage a few things that my cousin lent me..
but then i headed home and went straight to sleep..
woke up around 1 am and watched Old School, Garden State, and Alice in Wonderland...
yeah today is boring though...
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Jul. 1st, 2006 | 05:17 pm
mood: gloomy
music: anytime - eve 6
i got a new phone today..
http://www.nokiausa.com/phones/6305i/0,7
that's proabably the only good thing ot come from today and the past week..
im falling apart..
i'm losing my best friends..
i've lost one already..only about
3 or 4 to go i guess..
summer school is brutal on me..
god..i just wish i could go back in time
sometimes and change things..
things suck..
and i'm home alone for the night...
yeah..
later..
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Jun. 27th, 2006 | 11:19 am
mood: 
yeap
I miss my friends...
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Jun. 13th, 2006 | 08:27 pm
mood: 
blank
music: Story of A girl - Nine Days
Well..my suspensions up and im going back tomorrow and its just
when finals start! thats just peechy...but it'll be great to see
some of my friends who i havent seen in over a week though.
yesterday was great..Hung out with crystal and kirsten in the
afternoon. Went home and slept..same thing today but I had to take
a test for algebra after school. I blew it jsut like expected..
Wow..i really need a hug right now..
The only good thing about tomorrow is the gym exam because I get to
see crystal, shannon and all my friends..and we get out
early..thats nice...but my bus isnt coming until 1:10 which
sucks...yeah well im done..
later
when finals start! thats just peechy...but it'll be great to see
some of my friends who i havent seen in over a week though.
yesterday was great..Hung out with crystal and kirsten in the
afternoon. Went home and slept..same thing today but I had to take
a test for algebra after school. I blew it jsut like expected..
Wow..i really need a hug right now..
The only good thing about tomorrow is the gym exam because I get to
see crystal, shannon and all my friends..and we get out
early..thats nice...but my bus isnt coming until 1:10 which
sucks...yeah well im done..
later
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Jun. 10th, 2006 | 10:28 pm
mood: 
tired
music: none
Today was fun...
I went to my friends brothers graduation party all day and just pretty much hungout and drank flat soda..there was also this little kid kyle who kinda reminded me of one of my cousins as a little kid..
but he kept grabbing everyones ass and uh.."Cash and Prizes" the whole time while screaming "AHHHH GET OUT"...he also set off a record 10 car alarms on 10 different cars...we all played hide and seek and such but at night so i guess its called "man-hunt" or something..but wile i was running (yeah i know im running...jesus what has the world come to!) i got clothslinded blindsided by one of my friends brothers friends who was..im just eatamading here..about 6'2..205 lbs.. and i just flew into the side of the house..i was just seeing stars for about 10 mintues.. i probably have a concussion...and im reallly tired..so i might not wake up tommorrow.. wow what if i seriously don't wake up though and im in a coma for a week? thatd be scary.. if i dont..then i want my friends to know i love them..and they can have all of my stuff.... shannon can have all of my curious george dolls and such.. oh and dont fucking draw on my face..(unless its one of the folloeing: bumbelbees, snails, snowmen, frogs, of a mexican mustache)..
and the pet mexican in my closet can go to charity use...help build katrina relief funds...well im reeeeeeeeally tired now so i think im gunna sleep..
later...
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun and it's no coincidence I've come and I can die when I'm done. But Maybe I'm crazy...
Maybe you're crazy...
Maybe we're crazy...
Probably..
I went to my friends brothers graduation party all day and just pretty much hungout and drank flat soda..there was also this little kid kyle who kinda reminded me of one of my cousins as a little kid..
but he kept grabbing everyones ass and uh.."Cash and Prizes" the whole time while screaming "AHHHH GET OUT"...he also set off a record 10 car alarms on 10 different cars...we all played hide and seek and such but at night so i guess its called "man-hunt" or something..but wile i was running (yeah i know im running...jesus what has the world come to!) i got clothslinded blindsided by one of my friends brothers friends who was..im just eatamading here..about 6'2..205 lbs.. and i just flew into the side of the house..i was just seeing stars for about 10 mintues.. i probably have a concussion...and im reallly tired..so i might not wake up tommorrow.. wow what if i seriously don't wake up though and im in a coma for a week? thatd be scary.. if i dont..then i want my friends to know i love them..and they can have all of my stuff.... shannon can have all of my curious george dolls and such.. oh and dont fucking draw on my face..(unless its one of the folloeing: bumbelbees, snails, snowmen, frogs, of a mexican mustache)..
and the pet mexican in my closet can go to charity use...help build katrina relief funds...well im reeeeeeeeally tired now so i think im gunna sleep..
later...
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun and it's no coincidence I've come and I can die when I'm done. But Maybe I'm crazy...
Maybe you're crazy...
Maybe we're crazy...
Probably..
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Jun. 7th, 2006 | 04:21 pm
mood: tired
music: Just Stop - Disturbed
Whoo hoo..today wasnt all that bad...forgetting the part where i got suspended for 4 fucking days though...but it was pretty badass...Oh hahah i got like a huge clump of my hair rippped out.. and my thumbs broken..pretty good day
Hahaha shannon had to come in as a witness...
but the rest of teh day was good..i almost got thrown out of ceramics because i pullout a box cutter on some kid..hah i was only joking though..
buuttt i get like 5 days off now just relxing and sitting around...
being suspended aint all that bad..
later
Hahaha shannon had to come in as a witness...
but the rest of teh day was good..i almost got thrown out of ceramics because i pullout a box cutter on some kid..hah i was only joking though..
buuttt i get like 5 days off now just relxing and sitting around...
being suspended aint all that bad..
later
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Jun. 4th, 2006 | 12:31 pm
location: My mind
mood: gloomy
music: Medicating
Friday sucked..
Saturday sucked even more...
Sunday I just don't know whats gunna happen..
wow..i just realized i have only like literallly 2 friends on this hole thing...why do i have this? maybe i should delte it..maybe not.. idk..
im like pianicing inside cuz its the end of the year and i have so much shit due..half of its already late..nothing you can do now..
it was raining this morning at 2am..i just listened to it for awhile..i wish i was rain..and an eyebrow..or maybe a catipillar.. just anything..cuz everything has a life and lives.. your shoes, your car, your computer, your mouse, your mousepad, your socks, leafs, ointment, desks...everything lives...i should turn Hindu so i can get reincarnated into something..yeah im pretty bored as you could tell..i should get a new sharpie to write on my phone because the other stuff is coming off and it looks ugly....
When you wake up to white walls
And endless halls
There's an emptiness that echoes through it all
So sit back in your bed
With your mind medicated
And your senses stuck on the sick scent of the dead.
You can call for the doctor
It's all you've got any more
He's the ticket to the life you had before
If I could just make them see that I don't need this
Doctor, doctor what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls.
I'm no threat at all.
Doctor, doctor what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls.
I'm no threat at all.
JC OUT
Saturday sucked even more...
Sunday I just don't know whats gunna happen..
wow..i just realized i have only like literallly 2 friends on this hole thing...why do i have this? maybe i should delte it..maybe not.. idk..
im like pianicing inside cuz its the end of the year and i have so much shit due..half of its already late..nothing you can do now..
it was raining this morning at 2am..i just listened to it for awhile..i wish i was rain..and an eyebrow..or maybe a catipillar.. just anything..cuz everything has a life and lives.. your shoes, your car, your computer, your mouse, your mousepad, your socks, leafs, ointment, desks...everything lives...i should turn Hindu so i can get reincarnated into something..yeah im pretty bored as you could tell..i should get a new sharpie to write on my phone because the other stuff is coming off and it looks ugly....
When you wake up to white walls
And endless halls
There's an emptiness that echoes through it all
So sit back in your bed
With your mind medicated
And your senses stuck on the sick scent of the dead.
You can call for the doctor
It's all you've got any more
He's the ticket to the life you had before
If I could just make them see that I don't need this
Doctor, doctor what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls.
I'm no threat at all.
Doctor, doctor what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls.
I'm no threat at all.
JC OUT
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Jun. 2nd, 2006 | 10:22 pm
mood: indescribable
music: Bad Day
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
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May. 30th, 2006 | 04:51 pm
location: Hell
mood: wtf is jubilent?
music: Down Together by The Refreshments
Today was lousey and good...Lousey because I was an ass to my best friend in the whole world..and I realized that i'm also going to be replaced in someway or shape...by my friends, my family, school..etc..oh and also my phone is now black and written on thanks to shannon and somewhat dan l. but it looks cool..yeaap.. My weekend was great because I was alone the whole time..Monday was awesome to..now im bored sitting here eating eclipse mints and watching the last part of Oprah..
!
!
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May. 6th, 2006 | 09:17 pm
mood: depressed
music: Hatebreed - To The Threshold
Haven't really used this much but i think im gunna use it a little more..
Today was boring..i think i might be sick.. i just stayed home all day..fun. school wise im doing excellent...and im acutally talking to my dad now because of it. but i still sense there is something wrong in me.. I dont know..i feel like im drifting away from even the bestest of my friends who i thought a month ago i couldn't live without.. and as the number of friends i have go down my un-happiness goes up...summer is a approaching to..if the way the number of friends i contact outside of school stays the same..i dont even think i want summer to come..and as i sit here typing to myself, i wonder why to? did i do anything..? insercurities suck. bye. i have to feed my dog.
Today was boring..i think i might be sick.. i just stayed home all day..fun. school wise im doing excellent...and im acutally talking to my dad now because of it. but i still sense there is something wrong in me.. I dont know..i feel like im drifting away from even the bestest of my friends who i thought a month ago i couldn't live without.. and as the number of friends i have go down my un-happiness goes up...summer is a approaching to..if the way the number of friends i contact outside of school stays the same..i dont even think i want summer to come..and as i sit here typing to myself, i wonder why to? did i do anything..? insercurities suck. bye. i have to feed my dog.
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Apr. 24th, 2006 | 10:18 pm
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